fuck you 2011
just when you feel like you cant get any lonelier, you do
i miss hearing outside noises outside my bedroom when i’m trying to fall asleep. i miss having to do the dishes after being told. i miss being hungover in the morning only to hear my phone being called by ms lindsay nelson. i miss the sound of papa’s oxygen machine. i miss my red headed boyfriend, and his ugly brown costco loafers. i miss homework. i miss the sunshine. i miss the girls, and i miss the boys. i miss everything outside of this place. i just want to go home.
hi beauties, if you’re reading this, i miss you so much.
i want only to see your pretty faces as soon as i can, and will do everything in my power to make that happen! know that i’m doing well and all of you keep me running to the finish line. i promise you when i return, only bigger and better things can happen!
love every single one of you.
your girl, nak